i have to treat you like crap..ur asking for it...and i will...i'm not gonna hesitate to say this..I HATE YOU!i really hate you..i hate the now you and everything bout you...i don't care what you wanna do or whatsoever...its ur life..i have no rights...i'm beyond upset by ur attitude...u've become a hatred to me...only god knows how i'm feeling ryte now...as i can see,ur turning to be a matrep..i dont have a cousin that's a matrep..i want you to have a beautiful future...i can't see the greatness of being a matrep...really..i feel like i wanna punch a wall so many damn times...i dont wanna lose you...u used to be my favourite cousin....you dont have anymore chance..PERIOD!ur easily influence dont ya?when its fasting month,ur a decent boy...at mid sept,u start to change..in a bad way..i really miss the old you...i've done everything i could to change you back...but the answer is still the same..from now on,i'm not gonna acknowledge you,talk to you and i dont wanna get involve in anything u do....


PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX