I dont know what i said or did on twitter/tumblr that i have this crazy stalker that keeps sending hate messages on tumblr. If you're not happy with me you can tell me nicely and not asking me to die. Im fucking 15....wait i havent turn 15 yet but im turning this year September and i cant wait to turn a year older. I dont wanna die yet. Yes, i used to harm myself because i hate the world, i hate my family, i used to think the world is cruel and i dont belong here but eversince i discovered All Time Low, awesome kind-hearted twitter friends and other bands that make me happy just by listening to their songs, i know that i can give myself a chance, others and the world a fucking chance. I dont know why you never give me a chance and straight away asked me to die. Last year, i was so fucking crazy that i tried throwing up all the stuff that i ate few minutes ago which is also known as bulima nervosa. I really did. I also tried cutting myself but i was a pussy so i didnt do that. Had the urge though. I was bullied for two years in secondary school. Classmates called me fat and yes, i was fucking sad. One of my classmates actually called me fat online and i couldnt sleep the whole night things like these you cant forget easily. As you can see, words fucking hurt. Eventho its just like "you're stupid" but you're still callig others stupid. Imagine being called names that makes you feel like a loser forever. Words that might take away your life. Bacl to the story, so one day, i told myself that i have to stop this fuckery. I started to not give a fuck of what people think of me. I did a good job.....i think. Anon on tumblr, whats the wrong thing of loving All Time Low and adoring Jack? A girl can motherfucking dream. Cant i love te band that fucking saved my fucking life? Yes i love them so fucking much that i ditched my exams just to see my heroes live. They are not here for me physically but mentally and also they give me a minute to escape just by listening to their songs. I dont know what would happen to me if they never exist, songs that actually help you through times never exist. I think i'd be listening to nicki minaj, justin bieber and say they saved my life which is a complete bullshit. And anon, if i can give myself a chance, why cant you give me one?